And I'm jealous you're a part of his soul. That you're always going to be a part of him. Because I'll never, ever be as intimate. Or as close. Or as special to him as you are. That I don't have this whole... thousand year karma. Love. Thing. Whatever you two have going on.

... That and I frankly feel like I don't belong in his life when I'm so... "normal".

::Looks to the side.::