Probably? It's not a one-to-one. But. I think I get what you're talking about, albeit in a different way.

I felt... extremely anxious choosing to be a teacher over going to become a Professional Duelist. That I was somehow letting my female classmates down, by choosing something more... domestic? Feminine? Those are both wrong words to use.

But I was afraid I wasn't living up to the view everyone had of me. And it frankly kind of still does?